Originally begun as a place for me to process my grief. (I lost my sweet husband, Todd, on May 13, 2017 after he suffered a massive heart attack, literally in my arms.) I had read a few blogs in the days following his death that helped me begin to understand my feelings, which were so different from what I had expected. I thought writing down my own thoughts might help, but I was in so much pain, I couldn’t sustain writing, to be exact, I wrote 9 blogs after his death. It’s been almost 3 years and I’ve been on quite a journey through my grief. It is only now that I can begin to write again.