This site is a place for me to process my grief. I lost my sweet husband, Todd, on May 13, 2017 after he suffered a massive heart attack, literally in my arms. I have read a few blogs in the days following his death that have helped me begin to understand my feelings, which are so different from what one might expect. If my writing down my own thoughts might do the same for someone else, then I freely share my words here. But mostly, they’re for me.